Honey went to the specialty vet yesterday, to an internal medicine guy. They did an ultra sound and everything looks OK. They did a blood test for the pancreas and for her b12 levels, this will be back in a few days. Honey got a b12 shot and a shot of anti nausea. Other than pending results from the blood test, everything is OK with Honey, no cancer, no indicators of anything on her blood panel.
While i was back home working , waiting for them to finished the ultrasound on Honey, I had scheduled a call with Carla Simmons. I explained to her all that had went on since I last spoke to her which was right before Honey's surgery. She spoke to Honey and explained to her that there was no more cancer and the bad parts were over. She said it is like Honey has forgotten how to eat well. Carla did a body scan on Honey next. She said that she did not feel that there was anything wrong with Honey other than: "her heart is tight, clenched, there is no joy in her heart". She is "waiting for the other shoe to drop". "Her digestion is ok, but there is no spark in her digestive tract".
The b12 shot and the anti nausea shot did nothing to help Honey to eat last night. She was pretty pissed off when she got home from the vet yesterday. Probably because she knew that there was nothing wrong with her. I had to work from home today because i had to get some food into her this morning. I gave her a little appetite stimulant this morning and she has eaten some. She slept curled up next to me all night last night.
My heart is breaking, I don't know what to do.....