Tuesday, May 12, 2015

my heart is breaking

Honey went to the specialty vet yesterday, to an internal medicine guy.  They did an ultra sound and everything looks OK.  They did a blood test for the pancreas and for her b12 levels, this will be back in a few days.  Honey got a b12 shot and a shot of anti nausea.  Other than pending results from  the blood test, everything is OK with Honey, no cancer, no indicators of anything on her blood panel.

While i was back home working , waiting for them to finished the ultrasound on Honey, I had scheduled a call with Carla Simmons.  I explained to her all that had went on since I last spoke to her which was right before Honey's surgery.  She spoke to Honey and explained to her that there was no more cancer and the bad parts were over.  She said it is like Honey has forgotten how to eat well.  Carla did a body scan on Honey next.  She said that she did not feel that there was anything wrong with Honey other than: "her heart is tight, clenched, there is no joy in her heart".  She is "waiting for the other shoe to drop".  "Her digestion is ok, but there is no spark in her digestive tract".

The b12 shot and the anti nausea shot did nothing to help Honey to eat last night.  She was pretty pissed off when she got home from the vet yesterday.  Probably because she knew that there was nothing wrong with her.  I had to work from home today because i had to get some food into her this morning.  I gave her a little appetite stimulant this morning and she has eaten some.  She slept curled up next to me all night last night.

My heart is breaking, I don't know what to do.....

9 comments:

Marg said...

I am so sorry that Honey isn't doing well. Hopefully the B12 will work. We sure send lots and lots of purrs and prayers.

Random Felines said...

hopefully some peace and quiet and some good news will help to settle her. try some baby food (all meat) as a bribe

Robin Mudge said...

I'm so sorry that Honey is sick. It is good news that the cancer is gone though. We'll be sending purrs and prayers to both of you. Hopefully this will pass soon and everything will be better.
-Purrs from your friends at www.PlayfulKitty.net

Flynn said...

It is good news that the cancer is gone, but I am sorry Honey is not eating. When Flynn wouldn't eat, he was having B12 shots and they did take a day or two before they seemed to kick in.

Louche Tabby said...

We are purring hard for Honey.

Summer at sparklecat.com said...

I'm sending Honey lots of purrs. I hope the B12 and the appetite stimulant continue to work for now. Maybe it is just talking a long time for Honey to get her digestion back to normal - not just physically, but emotionally too. She was sick for a long time from the treatments - maybe she doesn't believe she's not sick anymore yet!

Katnip Lounge said...

We are so sad that Honey feels this way...paws crossed that love and a bit more time (and medicine!) will help her back to her regular self.
purrs...

da tabbies o trout towne said...

bee coz he wants two....st francis iz sendin manee blessings yur way honey; we noe ya thinkz foodz R bad...but troo lee they R knot...ya just gotta start thinkin ...food = good

de B12 will take a few but in de meen time yur mom mite wanna try de ole tried N troo method.....de mor de foodz stinx...de better ewe will like it....

a kitteh wont eat what a kitteh cant smell sew stinx it up with sum tuna water ore de like

all sew tell yur mom ta chex out de catster forums; we leeved ther a few yeerz bak, but if they still have de forums section up & runnin, her mite get sum tips ther ~~~ ♥♥♥

Tom, Tama-Chan, Sei-Chan, Bibi-Chan, Gen-Chan, Vidock, Violette said...

Just love her! She has been through a lot and it will take a little time for her to feel that joy again. Convalescence can be tough.

Purrs,
The Chans