Friday, May 15, 2015


sigh.......I am heartbroken.  My baby is in the hospital.  She wasn't there sleeping with me last night or when I woke up in the middle of the night.  I cried, I'm crying now.  I called to check on her around 5:30 am, she wasn't there to wake me this morning.  They say she is doing ok right now.  The doctors do their rounds between 8:30-9:30 am and will call me around 10.  Visiting hours are noon-2 and 7-9 pm.  I want her to have her blanket that has both our smells on it.  She has had no more episodes.  Kidneys malfunctioning can cause high blood pressure hence, seizure/stroke is possible.  They've given her fluids, potassium and antibiotics.

I will have to let he go if that is what she decides she needs to do.  I think the chemo did this.  I wish we would have stopped with just the radiation.  I should have know better.


Laila and Minchie said...

We are keeping precious Honey in our thoughts and purrs. You too, Mom! We know you will do what is right for your girl. Please don't beat yourself up over the past. You are doing what is best for Honey. (((hugs)))

Random Felines said...

please don't doubt your decisions... you are doing the best you can for her. we are sending purrs that she starts feeling better and can come home

Tom, Tama-Chan, Sei-Chan, Bibi-Chan, Gen-Chan, Vidock, Violette said...

Whatever you do, please don't blame yourself. That would truly break Honey's heart.

We are crossing every paw and hoof we've got

The Chans

Summer at said...

I'm sending lots more purrs to both you and Honey. Please don't blame yourself for anything - you don't know for sure what brought on this episode, and in any case, you made your decisions based on your highest knowledge and desire to do what was best for Honey.

Annie said...

hugs and kisses to you both xoxo

Marg said...

Oh I am so sorry about HOney. Poor thing. Hopefully the vets can pull her through this.We certainly are sending tons of purrs and we all have our paws crossed for her. We sure hope she bounces back.